Here I am once again at 4:00 am, not quite sure what to think exactly. I am now finished with yet another 2 courses of college and really, I should be on my way to bed, (church tomorrow n' all that) However, something is keeping me awake.
I find myself feeling increasingly empty as time goes on, and sure, I do have a list of reasons that may be related to this rather unpleasant sensation, but that's not what this journal is about. I feel as though it is time for yet another drastic change, though I'm not quite sure where and how that may take place. Instead I'll share some things that (to me) seem as though they'd help out a great deal.
First off, I would really like to share with others in depth about a number of subjects including spirituality, philosophy, and emotions as well as ideas, thoughts, and our many random sparks of brilliance. So many strange things have been churning about in my mind for far too long, and I seriously need some mental release in some form. I truly miss a time in my life where such things were common to discuss, and so I am to actively push for that within IM conversations along with other means of communication from here on out. (though I'm not always in the mood or it...so yea)
There is much call for a deep and drastic allocation of mind body and spirit, so anyone reading this is more than welcome to join the ride, for I will be doing quite a lot and I could really use a little company.
Anywho, it is getting later by the second, and I really should get some sleep.
I'll share some more later. Peace out for now, love ya.
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Well, just got back from today's session in San Diego, some good news is that my therapy is almost over. But I do need to stick to the rather strict diet....however, I have no problem with it seeing that I've lost weight and seem to be on the more positive side overall.
Just beat Twilight Princess today (no I didn't get EVERYTHING there was to get: bugs, poes, etc.) but I did banish that ol Gannon fellow once again.... only for us to see him re-appear with an upgraded beard style on nintendo's next console in a few years or so. (what will they think of next!?!? x3) *shrugs*
So my classes are going well for the most part... but I can honestly say I dislike Typography... yes, I can see where it is useful... but at the same time, it feels kinda pointless. perhaps I'll get the point sooner or later. It just does not click with me well as life drawing does.
It's been a regular day for the most part.
mmyah! :P |
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Jul. 13th, 2006 @ 07:58 pm
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I know its been quite a while since I've used this journal... anywho
I've been trying to change a lot of things lately. My personality, my surroundings, and even my fursona. My computer died on me recently. Funny coincidence that it did so right when school started. So I've been using my dad's computer instead. That means no privacy. I suppose I'll have to do without untill I can get a grand or so to buy a new lappy.
on the bright side...the lack of using my graphics tablet has forced me to resort to pencil, and doing so, I have re-gained some of my original skill these past few days.
Other details on life, right now, I've had more than a few issues with my dad...mostly on his one sided beliefs on parenting and individuality within the family. My personality simply clashes with his in every possible way one can imagine. Living in a trailer with this guy is becoming damn near impossible. Sure, he is my father, and yes I do love him, however how much emotional stress can one take? I've tried many times to resolve this issue with words, however he views my attempts for understanding as threats to his role as a father. and so, I am simply beginning to feel that moving out is becoming more of an only soulution to this.
anyone in need of a roomate!? XD no seriously....
ah anywho... peace out y'all |
ha... golly, I haven't updated in a while. Well I'm back ^_^
I went to a banquet last night for the science club ... XD you'll know I'll be there for any chance at free food lol... XP they passed out awards and I got something for being 4th place in the regional contest on the forestry exam thingy .... I forgot what it was...
well :P I Just took my SAT today... (YA I KNOW I'M WAY BEHIND!!!) >.> I can have so many to blame for being so late with certain essential things like that......but ya know what... I'm not going to rant today XP yadda yadda I'm supposed to be the one with initiative yadda yadda I know, I KNOW lol XP
well, I have two days of school left! yay!!!
as you might know, my deviantart page is like ....dead almost XD (yah dont worry :P I'm not going to be gone forever... like some people >.> *coughspunkycough*
b.d I miss her on DA btw ...
anywho, I may be getting a tablet in the near future ^^ that way I can OC with people finally.
dont got much to talk about :P I'm just excited... I only wish I could be with my real friends right now... *sigh* someday soon ^_^
C'ya next week ^_^Current Mood:  calm Current Music: Superchic[k] |
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